i'm suddenly really really depressed. i just... don't want to go back to school. just thinking of going back there is making me upset in my stomach. i only have a week left off... but i've been working every day... i guess i gotta make my money you know? this weekend i guess i gotta buy books... my chest hurts.

school shouldn't be so bad though. i have good grades. i'm in good academic standing. but... i don't know i just feel terrible. i got a C in japanese 395 last semester... a...

it's not busy at the moment so i get the day off! happy but at the same time annoyed. cos i still have to work thursday.

so i been playing TO again. got two levels friday. two more levels saturday. and then today i got... 4! four levels. lol i should have used a booster today. i might have gotten even more than 4.

tomorrow my agenda is to go to ice dungeon and beat the crap outta some coolem.

one complaint though... drop rates are a *****

i dunno i just don't feel too happy today. no reason for it though...

played some TO and didn't get a level. i feel like i wasted my time. i couldn't complete great golem cos the ****ing frejya or freyja or however the hell she spells her name. i hate her and her damn stalker tendencies and her damn mana arrow. forget her! forget monkya and their white balls. forget carbigal/black swamp and their questies making me fat cos i can't turn in and i can't fit em in my bank. forget sf3...

my first day off since thanksgiving and i took a nap. oh well...

props to demi who's at work right now. sweep that popcorn ya hear