How could I have told you anything? How was I supposed to tell you anything when you were still friends with the guy who cheated on me? "He feels sooo bad for what he did," you kept telling me that. Well I never told you how I felt because of it. What use was it to tell you? You never told me he cheated on me for the longest time and the only reason why you told me is because the girl he cheated with mentioned it.

So I told everyone else who was close to me and that's how...

I ordered my grad dress and booked my hair appointment.

Now I have to finish University applications which should be all done after Thursday this week...

and then ..yes...

*foams at the mouth*

...have I really used the word 'love'? How could I have used such a strong word when I didn't even know what it was. How could I have uttered that word to someone to describe the swelling emotions within me? How could I have used that word, and now after all is said and done, I am fine now? What was love at that time? A yearning? An attachment? Why did I do it more than once...

Is love the word you use to describe when you deeply care for someone else and would do anything for? You'd...

*sighs*

Today was awards night which is basically a short ceremony that hands out awards for students who have an average of 80% and higher, and also for 'honorable mention' students.

80% + average receive a medal
90% + receive a certificate
Top student of each grade receives a plaque

I originally didn't want to go because the only reason why I ever did in the previous years was because my mom forced me to, but she's in China now. I really...

"We're best friends."

A: Omg you said this and that about me behind my back!
B: omg you said this and that about me before this so it's not all my fault
A: I got a text from my cousin who was texted by our classmate that B was bashing me behind my back
B: classmates C and D told me they hate A and they think she's a joke
C: B is such a joke, she don't know nothin'
A: lolololol
B: we work tomorrow so what do I do, do I talk to her!?...